Anonymous

Please pray for my family and I. I feel so emotionally numb and detached. My spouse and I seem to can't see eye to eye after 20+ years of marriage. We fight constantly for last 8 years. Every time something comes up, he tricks my family in thinking I have a mental problem. I have been in several psych facilities in past, I see someone outpatient and she just think its stress overload/cant find a real diagnosis. Why??? because I'm numb and hurting from the verbal and emotional abuse in my home. I tried to go to counseling, we only went to one session and it went bad. He feels he doesn't need a psychiatrist, its all me.

I'm trying to be the Proverbs 31 wife, but I don't know how long or how much more I can last. I go to work, home, tend to kids, homework, clean/cook and bed. When he cleans/cooks, its thrown in my face for "Brownie points". I feel I have no energy when I get home, and get the worst migraines. I have no desire for intimacy anymore and that put a BIG dent in our marriage. I feel there has been infidelity in our marriage because he is hypersexual and very secretive, but I could be wrong. Just afraid for revelation, but I'm so tired, I'm ready already! I try to connect, but there's never a connection on my end. I feel like I give give give, and left empty and dry. I don't want to offer breadcrumbs. We're definitely not equally yoked. Are we growing spiritually apart? I know God honors marriages and hates divorce. He has threaten me with a divorce 3 times. I never wanted one, he would always threatened to take our kids away from me or I'll never see them again if I even decide to leave. I feel confused, lost, stuck, discouraged, little faith to almost none. But I know God has been so faithful in other areas of my life. Also please pray for our kids. We have 4. Just for God to lead them, I don't want them to go astray with them being exposed to the fighting and abuse that goes on. One is struggling with identity issues and another their purpose and has no desire to do anything anymore. We go to church as a family and when we get home seem like all hell breaks loose, but I'm trying to be the glue that keeps everyone together. Please help me with direction with my purpose, direction, strength, discernment, wisdom and peace that surpasses all understanding. I'm running on fumes. Jesus please have your Hand on This Wheel! Pray for the Body of Christ, all marriages, all kids, the oppressed, the sick, and our nation as a whole. and for God to move here. Thank you so much. I'm desperate and drained.

Received: November 5, 2021

Anonymous

I recently had a mammogram. Something is showing on the X-ray so the doctor wants another mammogram to look at it further. I will be having this additional test tomorrow. Asking for prayers that it is all clear. I also had a test yesterday because I’ve been having chest discomfort. This test showed that I have blockages. The cardiologist seemed concerned, especially because of my age, so I will be having an angiogram on Monday. I’m very anxious about both procedures. Prayers appreciated. Thank you.

Received: November 4, 2021

Cecil Littlefield

I childhood friend is asking prayer for his granddaughter. She has been diagnosed with AML Leukemia. She is 10months old. She just finished her 1st round of will begin her 2 nd round if chemo in 3 weeks. All prayers appreciated. God bless you.

Received: November 2, 2021

Anonymous

I’m in prayer until I see the Salvation of the Lord on the enemy in my community. No weapons formed against us shall prosper. May God arise and the enemy be scattered, every witch & warlock that speaks against Jesus and his children out of ignorance and malice. Amen!

Received: October 30, 2021

Anonymous

My mom loves with my husband and I. She has Alzheimer’s/dementia and it is progressing. Sometimes it gets really hard for me to stay patient or understanding. I never get mad or rude with her, just some attitude sometimes. I know all about this disease and I know her symptoms are something she can’t help. And I KNOW that. But it’s not easy to cope with, and I start to feel guilty. Please pray that I can come to grips and be more understanding of her. She’s my mom and I love her more than anything. It just pains me that I let these things get to me. I want to be able to enjoy my mom in her golden years instead of tolerate her. It’s not fair to her and she doesn’t understand. I want to be more patient and understanding. Please keep me in prayer. Thank you so much for everything you guys do, every day!

Received: October 27, 2021

Anonymous

Update:

Please continue to pray for my agnostic husband. This week he asked me to pray about something for the first time in three years. Please pray fervently for us both. Thank you. God bless each of you.

Received: October 23, 2021

Anonymous

Please pray for jobs and housing for my son and me. Needed immediately. Thank you

Received: October 17, 2021

Anonymous

I just found out my mom has breast cancer. I don’t know all the details. She’s in her 80s and I just made 50. I also just found out my grandmother and great grandmother had breast cancer. And I never knew. I have a daughter. I don’t know what to do or how to feel. Jesus, please let me hold onto your garment while I walk through this. Through your name amen.

Received: October 13, 2021

Anonymous

i've reach my breaking point. I am just a body surrounded but i'm not present. My marriage is basically done. I honestly don't know if i want to stay. I didn't feel so low -until 2 months ago. Our verbal fights started really hurting me emotionally. The last two arguments my husband said he rather something else, he didn't love me. Why do I stay??? i go to sleep after i shower and cry. I wake up the next day and i feel my heart growing cold. Today my son & I went to another church just him and I. I smiled for the first time. The people there were so nice. The way they looked at me with love and a smile. Is something that i haven't encountered in so long. I come home and i automatically feel a knot in my throat and i just want to lay down. I don't really talk anymore... why?? because i feel my words are not valuable. I don't have it in me to keep fighting . My husband doesn't care... i'm holding back tears and feel tightness in my throat. Waiting for night to fall so i can drink some pm tea and go to sleep. Wake up tomorrow -go to work. Repeat. numb... just a body walking the city

Received: October 10, 2021

Anonymous

Please pray for all of us healthcare workers that are being forced to either get the the vaccine or lose their jobs. We will be allowed to file an exemption, however, we were already told that the ceo said he is not going to accept any of them. I love my job, but I know in my heart that this is not right and comes from evil. Everyone should be able to make that choice for themselves. I am praying for all of the exemptions to be accepted for all workers that don’t want to get it and for the truth to come out about this whole pandemic.

Received: October 7, 2021